Trough

I am not going to lie, every single day is a struggle. There are moments when I feel giving up is the only option but it isn't that easy, as well. That is why even though it's hard, pretending that you are okay is the only give away. I am still fighting for it, you know. Even if I know I have no dibs on anyone or anything, I still fight. Because, somehow fighting is the only way to keep me sane. I am not ready to let go, although maybe I really have to now. I just can't. Not now. Not today.